day 50

For all the times that we share, for all the times that we spent. I would be lying if I never thought of you throughout these 50 days. It was torturing but yet again, I kept on telling myself that it’s just a routine, and adaption, that I need to get rid off.

I don’t know what to say, Haha. I understand. Although I can’t lie it really breaks my heart to pieces to be reading that but I promise you, I understand. 😌

I’m sorry for not allowing you to follow me anywhere in my social media (aha js dewi things to block unblock so fast). Let’s be real though, who wouldn’t act as such? Entirely, I just want to protect myself.

I’m just really sorry that I didn’t try hard enough to be a better person. I’m really sorry that my life background was nothing but a mess. I’m really sorry that I lied in your face. I’m really sorry that I always have to part ways when things don’t go right. I was trying my best, to be nothing but the best but I guess it was never enough to your eyes.

I wish, that we actually work out. I was so sure of the future of us. I wish that it all didn’t happen. But it did. And then I wish I never met you, at all. But then again, throughout the process, I’ve learned alot. It really opened my eyes .

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